"yeah i can't hear much but the melody coming from you..."

doing: trying to work. all of my drives seem to be full and its slowing me down!
listening to: my ipod featuring The Damnwells! (in LOVE!)
feeling: awful. my whole body aches,.. and its a stress ache. my body is slowly closing in on itsself.... and its pretty much my fault.

this month has sucked ROYALY. and it's not just one thing, its everything! every little thing triggers something else that triggers something else. its endless. however, i do hope that once this month is over it WILL stop! i hope i hope i hope.

we have just had a ton of things going on this month. every single day, not kidding, jeffs had a shoot. its either a newly scheduled one or a rescheduled senior. then our double wedding on the 11th really killed us (both went well, but we were stressing) and the Komen Race is on the 25th. Fall Seminar is the 26th and 27th and yet more appointments until November.! we now have 2 inturns that are doing a great job at whatever we throw at them! and they are both so up beat that it keeps us grounded just having them around! fantastic is a word to describe them!

on top of all of my work stuff i have to worry about family stuff. matt and i have been pretty good for the last few weeks/months. we've just been good. until i ask for something, then it turns into something thats neither here nor there. lets just say i didnt sleep well last night. i try to impliment that "never go to bed angry" thing.... sometimes im up for quite awhile....
i'm feeling pretty anxious about the whole situation, so hopefully we'll be able to talk about it tonight, but i'm so tired of this circle that we're in. we have been doing great though. this might just be a speed bump that we have to get over.

such is life.

on a much brighter note... ETHAN TURNS 2 ON MONDAY!!! my baby boy will be TWO! and official toddler! he's growing up TOO FAST!! just recently his sentence structure has gotten better! sometimes we still can't understand him... but he tells us what he wants pretty well!
he's still a total boy, into trucks and tractors and race cars! he loves his Disney Movies too! his new favorite is Peter Pan! hopefully he'll get a few more for his birthday because he loves watching movies!!

well, now i have to go do some work. hopefully my computer will cooperate with me! they haven't been too happy about working these last couple days!
have a good week and weekend!